Welcome Twenties, I'm Glad We're Here
As I am writing this on my birthday, I cannot actually believe I am 20 years old. I know a lot of people say that kind of thing all the time or you have relatives and older family friends that say "wow, how did you get to be so old?!" but I seriously mean it. I cannot believe I am here.
I think part of that probably comes from all of the sh*t I have gone through in my life, but I remember thinking to myself when I was like a junior in high school about how I didn't know what life would be like where I am right now. I just never saw myself being here. I know that sounds weird, but it's how I felt.
Now that I am here, I can understand why the idea of this moment existing was probably so foreign to me; I would have never imagined this life that I am living. It truly is crazy how much can change in just a few months or years. But, here I am.
I want to thank every one of you who wished me a happy birthday because it really means a lot. I am so grateful for the place that you each have in my life and in my heart.
I cannot wait to see what this year holds and where it takes me. I really have a feeling that it is going to be the best year of my life yet, as these past few months have been the best months of my life because I am finally feeling fully myself and am so happy with where I am headed.
So, thank you to everyone who has made these past few months so special and so important to me. I literally came from the point of rock bottom around six months ago and I am here and all I can say is that it feels better than I will ever be able to describe. If you have seen me in the past few months or see me anytime soon, just know that my smile shows it the best.
I am going to try to get back to writing on here more regularly, so stay tuned!